So i deffinatly know that I am not cut out for a day job.
I work 5 days a week and relize : all i wanna do with my life is make music, how bad can that be? I mean, other people do it all the time right?
But then again, other people aren't curvacious women who drink vodka straight after a bad day.
And before anyone starts thinking that i'm a drunk, i'm not, there's ntohing wrong witht he occasional drink, and chain smoking, so fuck you.
Tee-hee.
Anyways, nothing really mucht to say, just that i hate my day job
Loves and Hugs
Cynthia_mae
Monday, July 9, 2007
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Colour me a fool
Okay, yet another trouble in my world. Yay.
So there's this guy, i wont name names because if he stumbles in on this blogger and knows it's him, and doens't feel the same way, i like i mght die of embarrasment.
He is an amazing man, and I care alot about him. We first were introduced by a mutual friend, and as our talking went on, I found I had become quite attached to him. Now, this is not a normal thing for me, I am not usually one to get attached so easily to people, so I started thinking, and I found that i cared for him, more than a friend was supost to. I had a crush.
Now I'm not saying that it's the end of the world or anything i've had crushes before and they've come and gone but for some reason i can't get this one out of my head, and it scary sometimes how i'll be laying in bed wondering if he will coem online or not.
Now, this isn't one of those "he lives in germany" things, he lives in the same city as I do, but we've just never gotten around to meeting face to face, and it never seems like the right time to ask him.
I donno, i think i'm officially fucked in the head and I seriously need to start sleeping.
3:26am and all i can do is post on blogger? yup, i deffinatly need to do soemthing baout my sleeping habbits.
Cynthia-Mae
So there's this guy, i wont name names because if he stumbles in on this blogger and knows it's him, and doens't feel the same way, i like i mght die of embarrasment.
He is an amazing man, and I care alot about him. We first were introduced by a mutual friend, and as our talking went on, I found I had become quite attached to him. Now, this is not a normal thing for me, I am not usually one to get attached so easily to people, so I started thinking, and I found that i cared for him, more than a friend was supost to. I had a crush.
Now I'm not saying that it's the end of the world or anything i've had crushes before and they've come and gone but for some reason i can't get this one out of my head, and it scary sometimes how i'll be laying in bed wondering if he will coem online or not.
Now, this isn't one of those "he lives in germany" things, he lives in the same city as I do, but we've just never gotten around to meeting face to face, and it never seems like the right time to ask him.
I donno, i think i'm officially fucked in the head and I seriously need to start sleeping.
3:26am and all i can do is post on blogger? yup, i deffinatly need to do soemthing baout my sleeping habbits.
Cynthia-Mae
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